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[Jan. 4th, 2005|11:51 am] |
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im thinking about changing my username...........
yeah i have.........its: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shxthappens
add me if youd like... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|06:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "boulevard of broke dreams" - green day <3 | ] |
im sick.
last night i had a 101.7 fever. growl.
okay so yeah, im kindof
pissed also. joe said he'd call me
last night, but never fucking did.
how retarded? like, eergh, so today if he doesnt call by at least 8:30 or so im calling him and telling him if he'd like to continue this he has to do what he says and not do another.
cause thats annoying and just not right to do to someone. especially when theyre sick? gay.
i have fallen in love with this song by Green Day.
its amazing. and its so true with me. well im going to
go back to bed. my head still hurts :( |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|05:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
school today :(
debating on what to wear..hmmm
anyway, so i had a good day yesterday! :)
went to the mall with kaylyn, tommy, and mike. we went colone shopping for the boys. fun time! fun time! haha. kaylyn and i then went to jewel so i could steal some makeup and she could buy some :D hehehe. i am such a klepto! haha. i then went home, and joe came over.
we watched football and sopronos :) it was a lot of fun :) im glad him and i are becoming really cool :) i then did my tae bo for the first time, jeezus lord, was it hard and long! i tried so hard, and actually pulled through! haha. if my tummy doesnt hurt tonight, ill have to do it again!
tomorrow kaylyn and i are going to do our tae bos together, ill prolly pass out then :)
well, today shall be interesting. i have a new attitude about everything. hopefully it follows through. cause im actually quite content with life right now :) i just need to get my fucking grades up!
<3 |
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| what a new years |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|12:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | a little sickk :( | ] |
hey guys. well i had quite a new years :)
we were all pretty damn drunk. i had an awsome time drinking my memosas. :)
had an awsome Midnight Kiss ;)
i lost my goddamn nose stud cause when i kissed my MIDNIGHT KISSER we kissed a Lil too rough and it just flipped right out. so when i got home around 3am, i was trying to put in other ones, but i was so drunk, and they are the difficult ones to put in, i was crying. hahaha.
i was like "GOD, I KNOW IM DRUNK. AND I KNOW IM CRYING AND SWEARING! BUT PLEEEEASE HELP ME!!" i was pretty drunk for a while! hahaha.
good times though good times.
kevin promises he's going to buy me a new nose stud today at woodfield <3
thanks babe, i love ya, and i mean itt <33
anyway, heres a survay of 2004 if youre Really bored <33
( 2004 stolen from Drew<3 ) |
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| happy (early) new years guys! |
[Dec. 31st, 2004|11:26 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
tonight i shall drink myself into oblivion.
my choice of alcohol: Memosas ♥
memosas (if for some reason you dont know)
includes a Glass+Champaigne+Orange Juice=A Memosa :)
i shall have an amazing night :) |
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| tonights MuShRoOm MoUnTaIN nIghT |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
tonight im doing shrooms :)
we'll see how That goes :)
time to gooo <3
...you guys will get comments from me
throughout the day <33 |
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| blahhh |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
nothing fucking special....stayed up til 6:30am with jessi and josh..interesting night/morning.
woke up around 7:30-8 from my mom wanting to pick amanda and myself up. passed outtt..
smoked up with ash, lauren + sara. fun times :) interesting ones especially.
blahhhh...theres nothing really to do.
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|04:34 pm] |
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| |  stonedd | ] |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|12:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | eve six .. "inside out" | ] |
i dont know what it is.
it could be my fight i got into with tiffany hops.
it could be that i have a feeling im going to be single for a very long time.
it could be that i feel so alone, that i want to kill myself right now.
it could be that i barely smoked with ashley, lauren + lindsey.
it could be that i need to get laid.
it could be that i feel like my friends are just talking to me to keep a life alive.
it could be that the houses that i saw tonight gave me a rude awakening that ill never live in those unless i Somehow become famous.
it could be that im just so sick and tired of being nobody.
it could be that i will never be as prettier than her.
it could be that ill never have One of those guys point to their friends and say "thats her".
it could be that i know ill be forever single.
it could be that i havent commented on Any of your journals.
lord only knows.
but all i know, is that im upset + just not feeling myself lately.
What Will bizkitxlover Get ?
| Xmas pressie predictor | | Big wooly jumper knitted by | all_4_alyssa | | Pair of Socks from | sublime_anarchy | | Bottle of Whiskey from | 3ternalprimat3 | | Cd from | killitallaway_ | | Something Cuddly from | perfect4rm_afar | | Something Intoxicating from | bashthedr | | Something Silly from | oakview53 | | Something Funny from | metallica0629 | | Lump of coal from | ___saraxrocks | | Something Pretty from | xtruexfantasyx | | Something Shiny from | twilight_sleeps | | Something Naughty from | eyeliner_tearsx | | Something Smelly from | wickedlettexxx | | Something Breakable from | too_short_4_yoo | | Something Useful from | anelika | | Something not useful from | wine_and_cheese | | The Black and Decker Tool Kit from | elissakall | | Livejournal account from | _beachxblonde | | The Make-up Bag from | caveman04 | | Stack of DVDs from | hillyboo | | Something Geeky from | bknalnica23 |
(now isnt it funny that Brad 3ternalprimat3 could possibly get me a bottle of whiskey for christmas....thats just makes me laugh) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|09:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blazed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nirvana.."sliver" | ] |
what a fun couple days!
last night i hung out with kaylyn+stefani.....mysterious fun, right kay?! haha.
anyway, today kaylyn, her little sister+i got our nails done.
i got a french manicure then their are rinestones in the middle. ooh yeah.
i then smoked with my cousin -nikki- then aaron.
holy shit, nikki and i ate Soo fucking much at
pizza hut! we were so goddamn high! she also got
a lizard, his name is Jimmi Hendrix! hahaha.
so yeah, im in my new jumpsuit my dad+my step mom bought me
beautiful i tell you <3 soo yeah :) time to go comment <33 |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|10:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  whatever | ] |
slept over at jessi's last night.
we drove around and smoked for a while.
we were expecting to go to a party,
but instead we didnt. and just went to
her house + fell asleep. purcell
called, and we smoked two bowls, he
dropped us off, then boom - jessi
and i passsssed out !!
i have a doctors appt. today :(
i dont want to goo, i hate going
to the doctors :(
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|05:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | fuckin blazzed | ] |
got some bud from mr. purcell himself.
came home. sat around. went to a party.
smoke a WHOLE lot of marijuana :)
smoked a mini steam roller, ooh jeezus.
then of course dramaness with jay.
i love him though....hes my fucking
brother for christ sake. i <3
him to goddamn death, but that was
fucked up tonight.
anyway, i talked toa guy with a fedora
on for like 2 hrs. straight---i so
wish i had my digi cam! he was pretty damn
cute <3
time to passt he FUCK out. |
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| last day of schoolio yo |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  geeky | ] |
so todays the last fuckin day before *wiNtEr BreAK*
ooh am i excited. tiff's having a partyy .. so when
i get off of work, im goin home, gettin ready, goin to
tiff's them gettin fucking wasted....with what $$
and with what alcohol, lord only knows! but i know i
am...plus *The Boy* will hopefully be stopping
by! :) so yeah, *The Boy* and i passed notes to
eachother yesterday during 7th <3 i got his
# and he got mine :) woohoo we also walked
through the hallways together, fun times fun times.
last night, i worked, then drove around
with kevin <3 it was so much fun! he was making
me laugh last night, and this is very seldom
for him to make me laugh REALLY hard, i felt
very high hahahaha, ooh well.
todays green + gold day at school (our school
colors) so im wearing my Grens Sweatshirt.
plus im wearing Green+Yellow eyeshadow :)
then after school, all the girls are coming over
and we're doing the last day of secret santa :)
plusss im giving jessi her coloring book <3
peacee |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|10:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blazedddd | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 311:amber | ] |
highway+smoking with my buddyy: Mr.kEviN
haha, i told you i was gona mention you and
say hi to you kevin <3
what an amazingg song
i loveee listening to this song
fucking baked <3 |
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| tiffyyyyyy!!!!!! you rock !!! i <3 you! |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|12:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
so i just got my secret santa!
i got one of those make-up cases
that is black and white and it
has an A on it :)
then inside i got all differnt
types of pink lipglosses, an A pad
of notepaper, + chrome eyeshadow.
i was all excited!!! :D all smiles!
tiffy j also told me AmAzInG news!
*A Boy* as interest in me.
yayyyyyy!
time for lunch <3 |
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| im told im funny....? possible? |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|11:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
so today was okay! i got Nail Polish for my secret santa :)
i <33 them! i got like 10-15 bottles! thats fucking awsome!
and theyre all neony colors <3
so 7th period comes (us history) and we're watching
a movie, im trying to concentrate on the movie + im trying
to go over my lines. i had butterflies in my
stomach the whole entire time. at first its a great/horrible
feeling, then its like "okay, go away guys,
youre starting to piss me the fuck off!!!!!!" so 8th period
came, i was making witnee nervous, danny was
making fun of us (scrub) + we did it. i got people to laugh
at me :) i knew all my lines, i screwed up in the beginning
but thats only cause i was soo fucking nervous! then
i started to have fun! :) so yeah, im told i was funny, crazy
i knowwww :) but yeah! hehe
eergh, i have a fucking two hour detention tomorrow morning :(
not too happy about that :( ooh well, gotta do what you
gotta do! :) thank god i get out @ 2:30 tee*hee okay, time
for bed, <3 peace fuckas |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|06:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
my lines are memorized....i got applauded in class! it felt really really good.
i want pot nowwwww......sometime after this weekend or so i can get some because
ill have lots of $$$ and i have 2 more people to shop for then thats it :>
ill be happy happy + i wont have to shop for anyone else ever again :>
by friday ill have 30 bucks for the two people.
my secret santa is DONE! thank gawwwwd! :>
i got a pink elmo hat + candy today :>
hmm, i honestly have nooo clue who fucking has me!!!! :<
time to go do SOMETHING around this house. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|07:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful + high | ] |
memorizing lines fucking SUCKSSS! hopefully i can do thissssss. i swear if i dont, i dont think ill smoke bud at ALL until i get this fucking play over with (which is tomorrow) but i think ill be fine from now til 8th period. i have ALL day to study my lines, but i know them pretty damn well. wish me luck with this fucking shit........<3 peace |
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| acting sucksss |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
okay, so in Acting class we have this play that we're going to be doing in front of another class on Wensday. the play is called, The Stinky Cheese Man....im The Little Red Hen. she is one of the Leads in the fucking play, im a goddamn stoner, and my teacher KNOWS THIS, yet she gives me that part. eergh. then shes giving me shit about not knowing my lines. i DO know my lines, i need reminding. and its just One line out of Four that i dont know, then i screw up. plus, she picked on me today in class about not knowing my lines. OOH GO FUCK YOURSELF ROBINSON. she sucks as a teacher anyway, nobody does Shit in that class cause she Sucks :>
onto better things! soo i got my secret santa present today!!!!
i got a Spinning Rainbowny Thingy. i <33 it, very fuckin trippy and whoever got it knows that i love it, cause i said it to everyone :> my person loved her gift, i was very pleased. hopefully she thinks my next ones funny :>
well, i have to go memorize some fucking Little Red Hen Lines : |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|07:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | high | ] |
eergh, i left Blue Moon in josh's car last night after our late night session :<
hopefully he doesnt forget to give it to my brother during the day, or ill hunt him
down! thats my baby!!!!! eergh, i didnt go to bed til like 1:30 last night.
doesnt even feel like i slept. sad, huh? ooh well, i had to do the dishes so my
mommy didnt bitch and complain at me this morning :> Secret Santa starts today!
im sure we're All happy, arent we? and i STILL havent gotten my person her big
gift....i honestly dont know What to get her, but thats a.o.kay :> todays goddamn
pajama day....ooh jeezus...off to school loves...peace |
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